LoSt OpPoRtUniTiEs.........

Perhaps its the depth of the night that's making me write this entry...or Probably the fact that m in my final year!!!(just the year to graduate....)what ever it may be....

Many friends we have, have become our very good friends becoz we had common interests like in same dept....or were in same family.....But some times i think bout a lot of people who could have been my very good friends...but for the lack of initiative from either side....

This question arose again today wen a guy in the mess asked me bout how i was...and told me how his studies were going on....i used to work with that guy long time back and we had a good talking term....but as soon as our common interest no longer existed....the talking term vanished....The thought of the lost opportunity to have a good relation with that person haunted me as i left the mess....Perhaps we could have been very good friends..perhaps we could have shared a lot in common if only i had been more proactive...if only i had taken the initiative to go and start the talk...who knows what would have been the case..

But as i pondered over this question i found out that this is not a very rare event in my life...there have been instances where the person i thought was very interesting and i many a times felt that person also wanted to talk....but i just didnt....Perhaps every 1 of us has some incidents where we wanted to be friends with some 1 but we just could'nt.

There was another person in my first year....whom i wanted to be my friend....i just wanted to know about him...but he was not willing to open up....and unfortunately i stopped trying..we probably because of difference in branches...2 years later the person sends me a hi on gtalk...he said he thought about things that happened 2 years back...he said he was perturbed 1 day and wanted to talk to me...but never called...he was sorry he never opened up to me....and told me a secret of his....but still i didnt pay head to it...i just lost it...

i do regret what all i loose by not being open....tell the world what is true me.....

LiFe Is BeAuTiFuL!!!!

Well here i am back in business....coming out of my thoughts on life and its vagaries...
things that make me sad..depressed..many a times...make me feel so not committed to life...

But at the end of such gruesome fights with my inner self...i find the only winner is Life.....
perhaps its same with a lot of people...

we feel so dejected in life many a times...over an issue that is so unimportant..but yet it pulls us deep down in the blinding caverns from which it seems impossible to get out....

but what i have always experienced is that there is always a force that pulls us out of it...no matter how deep we are...

So instead of lamenting our fates, cursing it for putting us in a fix....it imperative to believe in something fundamental and let the time do it's course...till things sort out...

A friend always helps in such a situation...but the choice of friend is essential...
A lot of factors prevent us frm approaching frens...but i guess you need to believe in ur friend till u r good....

And hope u can be of same help to him later.....

Does my Heart want a new love???

Bringing my blog to a new life....
My Eyes went past at the date of last post....it was some 6 months back!!!!
Perhaps that was the real inspiration for this post!!!

I just started wondering what happened to my writing ability????
Is it that i have been so busy??? or Has it vanished??
Just like in the movie Shakespeare in Love..... where Shakespeare loses his focus on writing love stories, his mind now filled up with just random thoughts... and finally needing a real love in his life to rejuvenate his LoSt adroit!!!!!

I wonder may be the same is needed for me???
Advent of a new love in life to sway me onto the cloud no. 9???
well perhaps................