September 1,2008 was a difficult day for me....
i just wanted to skip the day...as if just the touch of the day would burn my skin...
i didnt want to be seen......nor did i wanted to be heard...
So i just shut myself in my room...slept the whole day trying to avoid any rare glimpses that i might have been forced to encounter...
The toughest thing to do in life is not to run away from the world...but to run away from yourself....i felt trying to force my self into ignorance that if i keep my eyes shut, no one, not even myself would be able to see me!!!
My friends, were perturbed by the whole thing, enquired me bout my erratic behavior...
but unfortunately i couldn't tell them...
They say "you can solve all problems of life if you have friends with you..." But what if the friends themselves give you the pain of problems???? Who do u go to then???
Its strange that friends can really hurt u badly... and wen they do they can really hurt so deeply that it takes the breath out of you.... The most articulate way to save ur self is by telling your friend what the problem is...
But i guess i've found my better way of fighting the troubles that i cant handle at that time....
I just dont handle them at that moment!!! I leave it to the Lord... and believe in him...Just as a new born believes in his mother....
It just works for me!!!!
Monday, August 17, 2009
Monday, April 6, 2009
Does crying help???
Crying is the well known phenomena where tears roll down the eye.The usual occurance of this phenomena is when we are in some emotional trouble,when feel sad abut something...when something so close to us leaves us and the only way to bid adieu is the tears... apart from these...tears can also roll down when a foreign body tries to barge in....and last of when we are cutting onion!!!!!
biologically speaking... tears are the mechanisms by which we can prevent bacteria or some other foreign material from damaging our eyes....It contains something we biologists call lysosomes...
the question now is does crying help??? we have always used tears as a means of letting ourselves know of the immense grief our body is going thru at that time.....we have used it as a way to calm our body after a difficult situation that we find incapable of handling...even though crying may portray our inner weakness of handling the emotional trauma....Men prefer to avoid it...Even though todays metro sexual men dont hesitate to show it off!!!
Although women have many a times used it as a potent weapon to ensure their conquest over men....
biologically speaking... tears are the mechanisms by which we can prevent bacteria or some other foreign material from damaging our eyes....It contains something we biologists call lysosomes...
the question now is does crying help??? we have always used tears as a means of letting ourselves know of the immense grief our body is going thru at that time.....we have used it as a way to calm our body after a difficult situation that we find incapable of handling...even though crying may portray our inner weakness of handling the emotional trauma....Men prefer to avoid it...Even though todays metro sexual men dont hesitate to show it off!!!
Although women have many a times used it as a potent weapon to ensure their conquest over men....
Saturday, February 7, 2009
Knowing Someone....truely....
First of all the inspiration of this post...Even though my quest for knowing people is not new (refer to activities in orkut profile!! ) but it has been proliferated by some of the latest observations of people around me...
These are the last days of the college and probably time to look back just a bit and see what mess we created!!! but along with the smiles on own follies (and of course of others!!), it is also time we kinda feel the urge to be emotional and attached to people and memories associated with college...
It is an extension of this feeling that we try to understand people around us...
My story starts with this.Lately i have been questioning as to whether i know the people i know ( not that i didnt do that earlier!!!).
What prompts me is the initial results m getting...I have changed my opinions about a no. of people...People i thot were wicked and mean..turned out to be nicer than i thot....
Probably a lot of that things are because we have formed our closed friend groups and we make opinions about people based on what some 1 in our group has said or what the rest of the college says about that person....
But believe me until you have personally known some 1 closely...never make an opinion about that person...and even if you have made some opinion you should be flexible in changing them...
Wen people can change in a year or so...why can't you change opinion about that person...
I have, in my years in college, found people who have told me that they had an opinion bout me before...but after knowing me....they found it to be completely opposite....
SO THE MORAL OF BLOG IS: "NEVER MAKE AN OPINION ABOUT SOME ONE UNTIL YOU PERSONALLY KNOW THAT PERSON"
These are the last days of the college and probably time to look back just a bit and see what mess we created!!! but along with the smiles on own follies (and of course of others!!), it is also time we kinda feel the urge to be emotional and attached to people and memories associated with college...
It is an extension of this feeling that we try to understand people around us...
My story starts with this.Lately i have been questioning as to whether i know the people i know ( not that i didnt do that earlier!!!).
What prompts me is the initial results m getting...I have changed my opinions about a no. of people...People i thot were wicked and mean..turned out to be nicer than i thot....
Probably a lot of that things are because we have formed our closed friend groups and we make opinions about people based on what some 1 in our group has said or what the rest of the college says about that person....
But believe me until you have personally known some 1 closely...never make an opinion about that person...and even if you have made some opinion you should be flexible in changing them...
Wen people can change in a year or so...why can't you change opinion about that person...
I have, in my years in college, found people who have told me that they had an opinion bout me before...but after knowing me....they found it to be completely opposite....
SO THE MORAL OF BLOG IS: "NEVER MAKE AN OPINION ABOUT SOME ONE UNTIL YOU PERSONALLY KNOW THAT PERSON"
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Maverick........
The title may sound bells to any one who has ever played Counter Strike...But the story is not about the gun Maverick...(Although the comparisons are on reader's disposition!!!)
The blog entry is inspired by my appreciation of the person and more predominantly the fact that its 1:38 am in the morning!!!!
The story is about a guy who never stops surprising me even though i have know him for like close to 3 years now!!! More over Now i have even stopped contemplating that i can ever know him...
The whole college has always appreciated and saluted the genius of the person...( including me).
In my endeavor to know the person lately i have realized the passion of the person,the craziness (in a good way!!),the energy level!!! and a hell lot of Heart on 1 side and the other side!!!
He has been like the gun in CS....Sharp at times....Silenced wen required....Dangerous and life threatening at times....
These kind of things have perplexed me to the hilt and now what better place to divert them than share it with every 1 ........Coz some time back i heard that the more you share your thoughts the better you feel....(Some thoughts barred!!!)
I just know (and wish) the guy has a sharp future(don't ask me what it means exactly!!)...
Even though i am a fan of his on orkut...Recently i became his fan in real life too!!!!
The blog entry is inspired by my appreciation of the person and more predominantly the fact that its 1:38 am in the morning!!!!
The story is about a guy who never stops surprising me even though i have know him for like close to 3 years now!!! More over Now i have even stopped contemplating that i can ever know him...
The whole college has always appreciated and saluted the genius of the person...( including me).
In my endeavor to know the person lately i have realized the passion of the person,the craziness (in a good way!!),the energy level!!! and a hell lot of Heart on 1 side and the other side!!!
He has been like the gun in CS....Sharp at times....Silenced wen required....Dangerous and life threatening at times....
These kind of things have perplexed me to the hilt and now what better place to divert them than share it with every 1 ........Coz some time back i heard that the more you share your thoughts the better you feel....(Some thoughts barred!!!)
I just know (and wish) the guy has a sharp future(don't ask me what it means exactly!!)...
Even though i am a fan of his on orkut...Recently i became his fan in real life too!!!!
New Year Resolutions
Hi there to every one!!! Happy New Year to you...
The New year beacons us... Again!!!!
Again its that time of the year where our thoughts are meant to unite to look back at what all we did last year, what all we intend to do in the coming year....and do all the cliche stuff...
Its supposed to be the time to review and make new resolutions....Although m no anomaly to the system!!!!
But there are changes in my way of looking at it.For once what i believe is to not to reveal my resolutions till i have fulfilled them or atleast made a heartful effort to achieve them.
Although its still well into the mid of first month but my mind is still filled with random thoughts bout my future...Probably that is reflected in my actions too...
I just hope to do gud in the year and hope my random thoughts will translate into a stealth strategy, of which even m not sure!!!!
The New year beacons us... Again!!!!
Again its that time of the year where our thoughts are meant to unite to look back at what all we did last year, what all we intend to do in the coming year....and do all the cliche stuff...
Its supposed to be the time to review and make new resolutions....Although m no anomaly to the system!!!!
But there are changes in my way of looking at it.For once what i believe is to not to reveal my resolutions till i have fulfilled them or atleast made a heartful effort to achieve them.
Although its still well into the mid of first month but my mind is still filled with random thoughts bout my future...Probably that is reflected in my actions too...
I just hope to do gud in the year and hope my random thoughts will translate into a stealth strategy, of which even m not sure!!!!
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