September 1,2008 was a difficult day for me....
i just wanted to skip the day...as if just the touch of the day would burn my skin...
i didnt want to be seen......nor did i wanted to be heard...
So i just shut myself in my room...slept the whole day trying to avoid any rare glimpses that i might have been forced to encounter...
The toughest thing to do in life is not to run away from the world...but to run away from yourself....i felt trying to force my self into ignorance that if i keep my eyes shut, no one, not even myself would be able to see me!!!
My friends, were perturbed by the whole thing, enquired me bout my erratic behavior...
but unfortunately i couldn't tell them...
They say "you can solve all problems of life if you have friends with you..." But what if the friends themselves give you the pain of problems???? Who do u go to then???
Its strange that friends can really hurt u badly... and wen they do they can really hurt so deeply that it takes the breath out of you.... The most articulate way to save ur self is by telling your friend what the problem is...
But i guess i've found my better way of fighting the troubles that i cant handle at that time....
I just dont handle them at that moment!!! I leave it to the Lord... and believe in him...Just as a new born believes in his mother....
It just works for me!!!!
Monday, August 17, 2009
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